i've come to realise that it has became a habit for me to be spastic, trying to be funny, and totally random. its slowly began to tire me out, i've tried stopping that habit today. but apparently, its just not working.
i'm quite pre-occupied by various things in my mind. but for some reasons, i can't seem to put a finger into it and pin-point whats going on in that head or mine, or whta's going on.
i so want to be back myself, and not someone i'm not.
