i realise that life has it that. i will never get to enjoy lasting moments of happiness and fun. because whenever good things happen, extremely awful things happens next.

so i've just got kicked, scolded and had nails dugged into my skin;deep enough to be bleeding.

for what?

for reminding my mum that i need my allowance. which is less than $300, to pay for all 3 meals, and everything else i own (installments, whatsoever)

isn't that like awesome? especially when she gets $500 alimony fee from my dad and claims that she is so stressed when my brother basically pays for everything she said?

enough input. i don't want to turn this into a ranting range.

with these flowing tears, and bleeding scratchmarks. i swear i will leave this house the moment i have the means to do so.

i realised. even if i wanted to seek any form of  comfort from you, i can't.