Recently I haven't been feeling all great. I meant it in many ways; physically, and emotionally and probably other forms.

Well, I could point out a few of the causes, but what difference would that make? It'll only make me look like I'm whining or ranting. Whines and rants, I think I've grown out of it.

Well, apart from the problems the Mum has been throwing at me with her tantrums, things are going quite fine in the house. However, my lack of patience these days due to my irritable mood, not exactly the best combination.

Interestingly, I've realized something. Apparently, doing quizzes on FaceBook (bite me, I'm bored) made me realized it. I have no one I can deem as one of my 'close friends'. Good friends maybe, acquaintances (well, duh). But someone who knows me through and through, hangs out with me so many times that I've lost count? None.

But of course, the problems lies with myself and not others. My 'motto' is probably the cause of it. "Close enough with everyone, but don't get too involved". I don't know, I did it to remain neutral and -OUT- of politics. Well, for best or for worse, the ones I hang out with nowadays are probably Isaac and Daryl. (No offense)

Well, for worse is probably, we all are in different stages of life. What they've been through, lets just say its not what I'm going through now. Our worries and problems are mostly of different levels (not as in difficulty or whatsoever, but of different generations).

For the good? I can expect mature opinions from them. They know where to draw the line of having fun and do serious things.

On the side note, I think my room reeks of MacDonalds, and my table is in a huge mess. About time to clean up. 

Ah shit, I lost my train of thoughts. Oh well. 

Moral of the story, I'm in an irritable mood, I grew extremely irritated of some dude's usual antics (Don't get me started on him. I'd rant). Well, and basically I'm highly irritable these days.

Whatever it is. I should probably go out and take a breather some day.