But the truth is. Thinking too high of yourself without even known reasons is really humiliating, not to me, but to yourself. For someone who acts like royalty without even regal grace is purely full of shit in my books.

And thats all you deserve, a small paragraph in whats pissing me off.

Right now I'm just irritated. Like what the hell is with this whole entire nonsense.

A small gathering that I was looking forward to; from 6 people to 10, then now 14. I was already struggling to handle 10. I mean, some of us are looking forward to bond with the usuals. Then you throw in some people whom we are not close with, how are we gonna be up front with our own personal stuffs?

I'm not a person who's an introvert and hate meeting new people. But we wanted this outing is to keep the bonds that we're already struggling to maintain. Adding more people doesn't make it any more 'merrier' or 'fun' in my books.

Call me an asshole, but thats what I think. If I offend anyone in the process, I do apologize. But this is not something where you can face to face and talk to a random person about.

There are other things that are weighing down my mind now. But I shall stop the quill and leave it as it is; in my head.

There are just sometimes I really feel like shouting out my frustrations and keep myself alone by the seaside.

Before I start with the blog post, I've to say I'm -slightly disappointed- that our cluster did get as high as Phantom or Devils. But nonetheless, I'm glad that at least all our Fantasy campers are enthusiastic!

Day 0

Nothing much to say here. I reached school at 12, and did a little bit of practice of the dancing and the facils all sharing their 'ghost stories'. Lights out at supposedly 3 am. But after much flipping around, me, Abel, Eric and Riz decided to go down and take a little walk.

In the end? We four ended up lazing around and chat till 7. Before we headed for shower.

'Day 1'

Officially day 1 la!

Breakfast was decent, but I was beginning to tire, and my appetite was bad, and had instances of nausea.

Then briefing here and there (I think), then registering of campers.

I swore, me and a few got so high, we really started doing stupid stuffs and looking stupid. But hell, it was funny.

After that, small introduction, running here and there. Ice breakers, zonal  challenge. Basically, everything else la.

One thing is, I'm super glad that my 'Avatars' all so enthusiastic, they all already had a cheer ready even before the zonal challenge. <3>

After dinner, is discussing Gala Night. Taught them Gee! Haha, its fun in the gay way, but LOL.

Then night walk. Facils all shared Ghost Stories, but sometimes atmosphere ruined ah ):

okok, I seem to be writing in a 'broken' form. But meh, whatever works.

Day 2

Breakfast, dirty games, wet games, Gala night.

I've to say one thing, I felt super stressed about Gala Night. We last minute changed the song to "Mister". But okay la, damn proud of Avatars. All memorized the dance steps within 1 hour. 

Then its disco night. Me, Mel, John, Susan, Yu Duan went back to take a shower.

Talk cocked with the cluster 3,4 and 2 girls (and some 3 and 4 guys) in the girls bunk. Hopefully they didn't find us too fail ah. >: LOL

Went back to facils bunk to write warm fuzzy at 4 plus. Wrote till 6.30, totally ko'd

Day 3, nothing much. Except one thing

"For the Zonal Challenge; in third place"

I swear that the whole Avatar was thinking "Aiya, confirm not us win one."

Then Tony went

"From Fantasy, Avatar."

LOL, you should have seen Avatars expression and reaction. All went "Huh?!"

Haha, epic moments.

Okay, really broken up updated, but its just like, several time lines here and there. Ultimately, I think the facils all enjoyed ourselves thoroughly for the camp;albeit tiring and exhausting, but hey, whatever works.