But the truth is. Thinking too high of yourself without even known reasons is really humiliating, not to me, but to yourself. For someone who acts like royalty without even regal grace is purely full of shit in my books.

And thats all you deserve, a small paragraph in whats pissing me off.

Right now I'm just irritated. Like what the hell is with this whole entire nonsense.

A small gathering that I was looking forward to; from 6 people to 10, then now 14. I was already struggling to handle 10. I mean, some of us are looking forward to bond with the usuals. Then you throw in some people whom we are not close with, how are we gonna be up front with our own personal stuffs?

I'm not a person who's an introvert and hate meeting new people. But we wanted this outing is to keep the bonds that we're already struggling to maintain. Adding more people doesn't make it any more 'merrier' or 'fun' in my books.

Call me an asshole, but thats what I think. If I offend anyone in the process, I do apologize. But this is not something where you can face to face and talk to a random person about.

There are other things that are weighing down my mind now. But I shall stop the quill and leave it as it is; in my head.

There are just sometimes I really feel like shouting out my frustrations and keep myself alone by the seaside.