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Saturday, April 17, 2010
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12:48 AM

Just received news from my brother, he told me that my grandfather from my father side has passed away yesterday.

Heard it, was shocked and stunned for several seconds; like all dramatic.

He looked at me quizzically and said "Why do you look so shocked?"

Yeah, true enough. We've nearly never see him for all our life. And honestly speaking, I have no idea how my grandfather looked like, I mean sure. We've seen him a few times(hence, nearly never saw him before), but at least I've completely forgotten how he looked like.

But still, I can't help but feel a little tinge of sadness. I mean, whatever happened, whatever it is, hes still the father of my Dad. There are certain bonds that cannot be cut or changed just because you willed it.

Bottom line, I guess I'll be attending the wake with my brother, maybe secretly.

This whole month has been a whirlwind of experiences for me. Camp trainings to bond the facilitators, choreographing dance (not really choreographing, but meh), practicing dances, the preparation camp, the official Freshmen Orientation Camp, and of course, the Freshmen Orientation Program. All these has really been an eye opener.

But of course, I've made a lot of acquaintances and good friends. I think I'm really lucky to be blessed with my two lovely partners. They really took care of me when they also can't take take care of themselves (haha!), but of course, I tried my best to take care of them and look out for them. So at least its mutual!

I won't say anymore for campers, I just hope that they all enjoyed their camps and programs and that I haven't been a bad leader (GL or whatsoever) in both activities. I tried to spice up things a little bit for the Fantasy cluster, but I guess I'm not good enough >:

I hope the bonds we've made in these few weeks will last... For even if it didn't, it will always be part of me, kept as memories and things that I will smile and laugh about when I look back at the photos.

Thats all for today.


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