And like finally. I've got around to updating again. Wow. Can't believe with how busy and tiring school gets these days. 好不容易从百忙抽出空来。

The short-lived knitted bonds quickly severe under the pressure of time. As things settle down, the feelings of new gets buried under as simply fond memories.

People often forgot, when you focus too much on the future, you tend to lose track of the present. Similarly, you focus too much on the present, you lose sight of your future. 

Sometimes being too engrossed and focused isn't that good. 

The rounding corner on the first lap of tests are arriving. I'm slowly losing interest and my short attention span slowly diminishes the short-termed motivation I've achieved from the past.

Throwing myself in the worlds of what-ifs and daydreams as I grew tire and watch the inevitable with disappointment.

All the more, the wants for searching for a companion grew stronger as the severed bonds continue to grow.

I need to get my head into the game.

Today seems to be a day of fire. I burnt up my entire Saturday. Well, guess its pretty good to be out for awhile anyway.

Met up with Desmond to help out with the shoot. Unfortunately due to the suddenly downpour, the noon shoot was canceled. Like, what gives man. First the sweltering heat, then a short rain to make the heat worse.

Met up with Clement to go 'shopping' for his clothes. I swear Dior clothes are made of gold. 3 to 4 digits for a piece isn't cool man. At least not my kind of clothes. (Unless you have Bill Gates or other Forbes list mentioned people)

Went back home at 8, decided to watch Iron Man 2 alone.

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Odd, I don't usually do posts that chronicles my daily activities like this. 

Sometimes watching movies alone isn't really a bad thing, though I've only done it twice. The first time was to watch Star Wars the 3rd of the trilogy; or saga, whatever.

I hate hanging out with Clement. He always re-ignite my infatuation with a certain person. You sucks man. lulz.

I think that, things that seems to happen in my favor are actually cruel coincidences; its not fate. Why? Because if things aren't meant to be, then why the heck you throw things to make it as if its meant to be?

Just saying from a objective point of view. I can assure you that I'm a very stone'ish mood now.

Iron Man 2 was pretty good. Anyone out there who hasn't watch it yet, should.

Alright, thats all for this update.

Haven't been able to sleep a lot lately, nor slept well. Exhaustion seems to creep up to me at every single moment. Even after skipping the day's worth of classes just to continue sleeping in doesn't seem to work out that much in the sleep department.

Been thinking these days, how much I've regretted doing and not doing for the past 6-8 years. Certain things came in too quickly, and others too slowly. Really wondered if things would've worked out better had I not choose what I had chose.

I mean, sure, the current situation seems all great and interesting, just a few dull moments whenever I'm not enjoying myself (for example, tutorials), but everything else is great.

Theres still a few dissatisfaction but I guess I'll have to make do with it.

Had a good talk with a friend over phone. Feels whacked now somehow, not exactly paying attention probably due to the lack of sleep and I'm about to feel knocked out soon.

I think I won't say I know everything, but I just happen to have a lot of opinions. Many people say that I don't try to let them know or understand me, but in reality, they didn't really try with that intent in mind.

I've been trying to talk to a few people. Like, just as friends, and see whether we can become good friends or close friends or anything. But some people seems to think otherwise, some may think I'm a flirt; whatever.

School has really been dry and exhausting, a lot of things are in my mind, including homework. 

I think, people to people needs communication. Everything else could just lead to misinterpretation.

Think thats enough for today, really tired.