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Didn't go out to Dell store as intended today to take a look at my prospective new computer (and liability every month).
Been staying at home the whole day stoning. Slept at insanely 'early' yesterday, or rather today. What, 6 am'ish? LOL (No matter how much I try in ceasing in my usage of internet abbreviations on my blog, still doesn't work.)
Woke up at freaking 4pm, and I've to admit. I still feel whacked out in the head. Like, a lil sleepy.
Then I stone as I watch the day (or whats left of it) passes by.
Will most likely head over to City Hall tomorrow to do what I intended to do today.
Think.. thats all for today.
The skies overhead.
Unpredictable, unreadable.
Magnanimous yet, easily agitated.
HARO.
think imitating all that Peter Chao and references from other comedians has really rubbed off to me. I don't really stay serious/emo for long.
That, and I'm probably getting a new computer! So freaking awesome. Can't wait! :O
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If life gives me all that lemons, I'll just cut them all and use it for LEMON CHEEKEN.
For one day, ultimately, they'll realize.
何の為に戦えて？
何の理由、この世界に生きてる？
Broken japanese, but as long as I understand it, who cares?
Out of the billion people in this world, theres only one right one for you, and several "probable' right ones for you.
Everyone met some of them.
I probably did, but unfortunately, thats just completely one-sided.
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I finally remembered why was I so fixated in, and taken pride in, being unreadable to majority. Its like after so much deliberation and thinking, I've found the reasons.
So what if people cared, so what if they are worried? It can't help you much, at least for me. So what would be the best? The best would be that they wouldn't even know what you're thinking.
Works for me, never failed.
Made probably more than thousands of friends in my life, probably not a single one knew how I thought, how I felt, yeah, not even my parents and my elder brother.
Doesn't really matter how they, or the world sees me. For even when I take a look at my inner self, or take a look at the mirror. I don't know who this person I'm seeing everyday.
Take a look at yourself, are you seeing the true you?
Theres like, millions of things that I can do with all these time. But I'm not even slightly motivated to do them, yes, even the things that meant fun and enjoyment; games, going out etc.
If only I know how to drive, if only I know a place where I can lie onto the ground and gaze the stars.
Short-lived happiness, unquenchable thirsts for desirable wants, monotonous routines, boring work.
The holidays will be used up for working and nothing else. No progress in things I want.
Trip to Taiwan in 19 days, not exactly very hyped over it either.
iPhone 4 and iPad. Incredible wants. But never gonna get fulfilled unless I work for it.
Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Every time when someone who caught my eye shows up, the ending is the same as usual.
Karma, and not destined to be.
Life.
The last rounding lap of examination prix has what I'd called a, semi-圆满 ending?
Some things pick up, some things die down. Just when I thought I was finally getting my first streak at lady luck, my mood dampen over minute-details.
Karma, maybe? I don't know. But if thats how it is, then thats how the way the cookie crumbles.
Maybe lethargy's getting over me, so I tend to be a little more easily agitated emotionally.
Agitated, sounds off. Sounds as if I'm gonna flip several tables to vent my rage.
RAGGEEEE
Okay, that was totally random and uncalled for.
Maybe its due to the several random factors, or maybe not so random factors.
Just. Don't. Let. It. Happen. To. Me. Again.
Please.