Its 2.46 am and here I am, deciding to pen down whatever random thoughts I have on my mind (once again..)

After slightly more than a year of enrolling in Business Administration, things are finally becoming clearer to me, one way or the other. Mainly, my lack of passion in the things I do, the things I'm uninterested in. It would appear that though I claim to like "Business Administration", theres just too many things within the field of study that I didn't like; accountancy and quantitative analysis.

With so many things that I can't be bothered in paying attention to, I am beginning to doubt my choice of diploma that I've laid 2 years ago. Should I have chosen Law and Management? Under the circumstances, would I have fared better in that field of studies, in that environment?

Even as the conflicts that unfold before my mind's eye, no matter whatever result surfaces, it wouldn't be useful. Mainly because, I'm already in my 2nd year of study.

I guess I'll just have to study away for this diploma and count my blessings, in this situation.

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Other things that have been bothering me, is actually my own lack of discipline. Never mind other people, but it seems that I'm beginning to enter a life of sloth and complacency. If this goes on, I could be in serious trouble; such as losing sight of the path in my life.

I should start taking action on the plans that I've drawn up and stop procrastinating.

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As usual, no matter whenever, my train of thoughts jumps so quickly and randomly, I'll always end up changing topic no matter where. There are so many things that I want to do.

What, such as a cappella band, and hosting a music station, well, s'not what you guys would have in mind, but actually something closer to radio airwaves and random nonsenses.

Weird ideas, but maybe I should start looking for partners to do that.

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After a week of dreaming in the hugs of bonds and friendship, our beloved shizu (of course we all know her real name, we just prefer to affectionately call her shizu/zuzu/ etcetc) flew back to NZ for studies.

She actually came back during her short break. I only got around to meeting her on TGX. 

7 days, and I met up with them for like, 5 days. Albeit tiring, but fun-filled adventures of non-stop double-takes, gags, laughters and shooting.

After all these fun and laughter, its like a pull back into reality when she flew back to NZ. Its like back to mundane lifestyle for me.

Well, projects and exams await, though its still the same.

Routines.

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Been wanting to update since days ago, but never really got around to doing it (thanks to my procrastinating nature).

TGX was awesome in it's way. The amount of cosplays? Not that much. The games and computers shown on that day? Not that much either. But the friends involved? One heck of a wreck.

Been really a long time since I've enjoyed myself, and met the crazy bunch. It was awesome to finally get together again and have retarded conversation thats filled with mind-fuck images, retarded comments and actions, good ol'e friends and nonsenses.

This week will be a fun-filled and hellish one. Fun-filled, gonna help out with Shizu's shoot and might be sending her off on Friday. Gonna try to make it for both days since god knows when we'll all see her again, end of year?

Hellish is due to the projects involved and the much-dreaded accounting CA2. The heck man? Right after our break ended? Sheesh!

Well, minor update. To keep this place alive. heh