Its 2.46 am and here I am, deciding to pen down whatever random thoughts I have on my mind (once again..)

After slightly more than a year of enrolling in Business Administration, things are finally becoming clearer to me, one way or the other. Mainly, my lack of passion in the things I do, the things I'm uninterested in. It would appear that though I claim to like "Business Administration", theres just too many things within the field of study that I didn't like; accountancy and quantitative analysis.

With so many things that I can't be bothered in paying attention to, I am beginning to doubt my choice of diploma that I've laid 2 years ago. Should I have chosen Law and Management? Under the circumstances, would I have fared better in that field of studies, in that environment?

Even as the conflicts that unfold before my mind's eye, no matter whatever result surfaces, it wouldn't be useful. Mainly because, I'm already in my 2nd year of study.

I guess I'll just have to study away for this diploma and count my blessings, in this situation.

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Other things that have been bothering me, is actually my own lack of discipline. Never mind other people, but it seems that I'm beginning to enter a life of sloth and complacency. If this goes on, I could be in serious trouble; such as losing sight of the path in my life.

I should start taking action on the plans that I've drawn up and stop procrastinating.

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As usual, no matter whenever, my train of thoughts jumps so quickly and randomly, I'll always end up changing topic no matter where. There are so many things that I want to do.

What, such as a cappella band, and hosting a music station, well, s'not what you guys would have in mind, but actually something closer to radio airwaves and random nonsenses.

Weird ideas, but maybe I should start looking for partners to do that.

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