It is said that in the past, the stars are so bright and high up into the sky that ancient people thought as them to be the most valuable jewels and sights to be casted upon.

So why is it that in this current era, the jewels of the skies do not seem to be infinite, and casting bright glow all over the night skies?

Is it simply because the lights of the urban areas and cities made it so bright that we no longer can see them?

Or is it that they are no longer appreciated, and simply forgotten and thus erasing their very existence, or dimming their glow?

No, I definitely don't mean or trying to argue about scientific facts and everything. How about we forget all about the "facts" that binds us down to imagine things that sciences cannot explain? Call me imaginative if you want, I don't really care.

Whats life after death? How do people live, how does everything comes around?

I'd like to think that the stars are the "people" in spiritual forms. And that the need for these "people" just vanished.

Think about it for a second, back to the chaotic era (sengoku period and the likes), always lived fabled heroes and mystical creatures.

You can say people imagined them out, but certainly, theres some truth to it. You can't simply -just- imagine things out you know. There has to be something that backs it up or leads to it.

Well, back to what I say.

Maybe the heroes of the pasts, are stars that descended down to this world, because of the wishes of the people that wanted their existence. And as the time passes, the chaotic world became the modern and controlled world, the need for the heroic spirits cease to exist, and they no longer possess the glow they use to have.

Meh, sounds fairy tale, but I'd like to talk about this since the thought of it flicked through my head earlier.

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Sometimes I feel empty.

Like, how useless I feel I am, compared to capable figures that I know.

How ugly, dumb, fat, stupid, and everything negative, compared to a lot of people.

Maybe its the self-inferiority complex that has hit me, but I felt that I'm not good for anyone.

Blah, headache now. Wanted to write more about this, but meh.