several months flashed passed. many things has happened. its been a tornado of experience since the year has begun. camps, studies, bonds, meet-ups..

bonds.. how long can they last? what kind of bonds have I forged so far? What have I gained after all these?

It seems that.. as usual, I'm forgotten. Might be presumptuous of me to say, but it seems that everything has just left me behind. Did I start it? Or am I simply forgotten?

Are bonds simply that weak? Or what I've been experiencing are all artificial? I don't know, nor do I understand. Am I the one pushing them away?

..Many things on my mind. It seems that my eyes betray me sometimes. Somehow.. I just feel lethargic from everything in life.

..Life.. Huh.