been eating bland stuffs like duck porridge, fish slices noodles and home-cooked food that i whipped up these days. I've gotta say my diet's -slowly- turning better. 

Besides that, waking up earlier has became a norm. Not bad.

Still, the temptation to fall back onto the bed and sleep is still very strong.

Okay. Brain-dead for now. I'll update later.

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Sometimes, I get really sick and tired with the whole thing. Sometimes its like, I don't fit in. As if I'm something that shouldn't even be existing in that particular circle.

I'm really tired of this.

I don't know how to carry on anymore.