Since a friend talked about how many things in life can be amazing. It got me to dig up a very dusty topic in the far ends of my mind. I guess I never really got around to penning down my thoughts. (No, as usual. I don't contribute to the conversation. My thoughts, I feel they are unimportant and useless anyway.)

So hear my pleas, if you're not interested, please don't even bother to come around to my blog. It will always contain on how I feel or have opinions on certain thing. If you think that walking into something that seems to be "the inner surface" of someone, then don't bother.

Why I don't keep it private? Thats because I have nothing to hide.

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Years ago, me and some friends were discussing on how amazed we are on reproduction. How a sperm and an egg can develop into us, how something so small has limitless potential.

Limitless potential? What do I mean by that?

Its like, we grow up to be a person, and how every single one of us are different in such a way that its nearly difficult to have someone in this world that acts, thinks, experiences the exact same thing as us.

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Besides experiences, its difficult to have similar opinions towards everything, or towards a certain thing. And interestingly, the brilliants of minds, no matter how much their opinions differ, can seek solace in each other where the skies the limits in discussions.

Often, it is thought that only people who has a lot of things in common are only able to hit off well. And that people with differing opinions will always end up as enemies, or nothing more than friends.

I personally have seen people with differing opinions hit off well and became good friends. People with different backgrounds that mixed well with the other.

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Mind, body, soul. Its amazing no matter how you look at it. How we can go to sleep and wake up the next day.

How we can think differently even if we were all placed in the same situation and come out with different results.

How our hearts just keeps beating until one day it dies out.

Even more amazingly, how the heart; a huge piece of meat/muscle can ache whenever we feel sad, and how it literally feels heavy when you're not in the mood.

Thats especially the case when I thought that its always the brains that makes us feel. And yet, it seems like the heart itself is sentient itself. The way it reacts for us, its as if its a physical materialization of the very figment of our soul.

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Its also amazing how the will of a person can change a situation in such a way that it was deemed impossible. Like how a mother will do anything to protect her baby. 

And yet, when the mind and the heart doesn't synchronize in the way that both are going in separate ways; between what the person really feels, and what the person wants, it hurts so much that it can really drive them crazy.

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Marvels of the world. How the Pyramid was built or the Hanging Gardens of Babylon, a building of marvel and beauty that was lost and only recorded in the history.

Many things. But for now, my mind is in such a mess that I can't organize my thoughts. Maybe I'll update this post later.

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Sometimes even though I'm in the conversation. I have nothing to say. For every time I say something, seems to fuel your irritation. And that whatever he says, always are an object of interest.