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Thursday, October 21, 2010
outside.
7:15 PM

Skipped two tutorials today, all because I overslept. Insomnia struck yesterday, along with two ruckus at different timing that always snap me out of half-asleep state, I can't fall asleep at all. 

At least not till 4 am.

So I went to school for only one lecture, and headed to City Hall, alone.

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Somehow, it just feels good go for a walk by myself. Sure, it feels lonesome and everything. But it just feels good.

Without having anyone to break your train of thoughts, walk at your own pace, and watch where your feet leads you.

And its also good for you to sort things out.

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Me being a hermit seems to withdraw myself out from the family. I've not talked to them for a very long time. To be honest, I'm just acting out very subconsciously. I have no idea why am I acting like this too.

And, I know that I'm resisting a lot from talking to her. And that despite all these efforts to make those feelings die down. Its not really working anymore. Maybe within a year, with those effort, maybe it'll disappear, or just get buried.

But I guess I'm resisting that as well. Its no longer a case of "can or cannot", but rather "want or don't want".

I'm... really conflicted right now. I don't know what should I do.

*sighs*

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最近の天気は大変だ

だから、君の体お大事にね?

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A song for everyone, its a song that I keep looping and its really beautiful. (Y)





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