Sometimes, its like I always say something that makes people interject in a way that as if I'm procrastinating, or simply don't want to do it.

Its pretty funny that every time I just end up saying things that people don't like or don't accept.

If I'm not included into the conversation, fine. I'll do my own stuff. Then people act like because I have nothing better to do now, I better do something NOW.

And somehow it seems like -I'm- the major procrastinator here, when I always try to finish things on time in the group.

Wow.

Sometimes I really just feels like I don't fit in. Really.

I'm just not as talented, not as funny, not as interesting, not as sociable, not as knowledgeable.

I know.

But I don't care anymore. I keep telling myself, I play the piano for my own soul.

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