Recently, I've came to a major realization that I really... write a lot these days. No, I already know that I blogged a lot these days. But checking the statistics of my blog posts and the number of words I typed out per update is really insane.

More than 25 blog posts in a span of 3 weeks. Yeah. Thats kinda crazy isn't it?

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Sometimes is just difficult to push some matter to the corner of your mind. I've been desperately trying to distract myself. Chatting, reading, watching animes, everything.

Just being able to contain your silhouette is tough. Its like theres always this heart-string of mine being strung or pulled at every moment.

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Distractions. I've tried my best to distract myself these days. Looking at youtube videos, trying to get myself to "gien" a PS3 Naruto fighting game. Then I realized, I'm not financially stable yet ever since the Bintan trip. I still have -alot- of financial liabilities. Ugh.

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There'll be many things awaiting for me to do. I hope things will work out fine.

There was something bugging me lately, but when I'm finally about to blog it out, it disappears from my mind. Crap. My STM strikes again.